The decision I made today may not be the best one. But, how can things be so WRONG when the intention is so RIGHT? It's a STRUGGLE to come to a decision. I am at a crossroad unknown of what lies ahead for me. God, help me...
If you love me, tell me. If you want me, say so. I don't play by IMPLIED TERMS. Your definition of "UNDERSTOOD" requires qualification at my end. And who else could have qualify those unspoken intention better than yourself? I will not want to go by presumption, because such assumption can be so easily denied in a moment of despair.
The echoes said I will struggle next. I am struggling now too. And, should I continue with this struggle though I knew the fact that there's nothing awaits me at the end of the tunnel?
"I am extremely exhausted".. that's what I told Nad that night.
I am STRUGGLING in the BIG SEA and theres's nothing around me to show that I'm reaching the shore. And I don't know how long more, where to and what I am STRUGGLING for...
About Me
- Ana Rahman
- I am a woman with strong character, a believer in Justice, a supporter for Harmony & Equality, a feline lover. At times I can be funny, some times you hate what I did (honestly, I don't really care). Don't crack foreign jokes to me, you'll be pissed when I can't see thru it (don't waste your time).. **Please do NOT speculate from the title of my blogs. For I am the kind of woman who is blessed with the talent to make you laugh to tears.**
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