Life had been rather hectic since I went back to school. It's been more than 6 months of commuting between office to school in Tampines before heading home to Yishun thereafter. In 10 days time I will be sitting for Semester 2 ("S2") exam! Feel like as if it was only yesterday when I collected my orientation file. How time flies..
The final result of S1 exam wasn't too great. But, it was not bad either; straight 'B' for all 3 modules (Legal System & Methods, Criminal Law & Legal Communications). To be honest, I was a little disappointed to get 'B' for LSM since I scored 'A' for individual project & I have answered all questions with confidence. Well, this should serve as a good lesson for me not to take things too lightly just because the first half of the task was good. There's no time to lay back!
For it was never guaranteed that sunrise will greet us tomorrow! So, give our best shot today like there's no tomorrow.
I'm just done with my 'Without Prejudice Letter' test... Not feeling good about it.
I had actually started writing this blog yesterday in between my husband's screaming and nagging for me to turn in! (gosh! why can't he just understand that when my ideas flow, I cannot stop!). Sometime, this one man ("husband") is so hard to please. I wish someday he realised that I am different! I like to watch 'sinetron' @ youtube and would normally watch from A to Z at one shot! I really miss watching TV since I don't have the luxury of time to do all that now.
Hey, I'm not saying he's bad. If he's bad, I wouldn't have been stuck with him since the past 17 years! (perhaps, I had no choice! :P) It's just that at times I feel so suffocated! (guess its a good form of exercise for my lung! WTH!) To those who are still being single, don't fret.. perhaps you've made the right choice!! lol!
I am so full of ASPIRATION (not foods this time)! I want to DO EVERYTHING. I want to BE EVERYTHING!
Yesterday, I managed to get a 5 minutes glimpse of a Chinese serial on TV while waiting for Ryan to collect keys from hubby (I thought I have left mine in the locked bedroom. Only to realised this morning that I've dropped it in the other car!). It's about a Police officer who managed to stop a man from leaping off the ledge. What a Hero!!.
Suddenly it reminds me of that moment in my life when I was aspired to join the force (unfortunately I didn't meet the heigh requirement!). What was I thinking then?! How would I fair in the force since I am so scared of darkness, dogs, blood, accident/suicide/murder scenes?! Had I been accepted, perhaps I would just be those "behind-the-desk" kind of police officer!
Ok, actually I wanted to be a police officer so that I can catch all those bad people (or was it people who are bad to me?)! So that I can stop people from doing bad things.. So that I can get the priviledge of speeding on Singapore roads without being presented with a speeding tickets (An invitation to participate in F1 could have been better. But, Singapore GP have not existed then) hahahahaha!
Since young, I have this ambition to be a flight stewardess. Derived from the desire to sit in an aeroplane since I don't have much of such opportunity, except when I followed mom on her home-visit in Indonesia. I want to go to places around the world. Jet-setting all the time!
Then the truth hit me! Air stewardess are not jet-setters! the are basically working.. and to travel on a job is not my idea of 'fun'. And I realised that I want to be the passenger, the tourist. Not the waitress! Ok, the death of that ambition had not hindered me from going places.. seeing the world.
Now I travel WHERE I want to be and WHEN I want to.. It's a great pleasure to be the passenger, the tourist.
I love to argue. I would argue about anything and will continue arguing until I win. And when I don't, I'll cry like baby! Two hours ago I was still arguing with my lecturer on my opinion of the case. She rejected me flat! I could and would have carried on arguing hadn't I thought of the fact that she's marking my paper!
So, I fantasizes on becoming a lawyer! I want to be a fierce lawyer.. just like Christine! Also, I need to upgrade my arguing skills as I have a contender (Eddy) at home now! By the way (not obiter dictum!), my husband loves to argue and he's quite good at it too! At times I knew I am losing out to him, so I will wail and when that happen, I win! Just like how I argue my case on why I deserve an LV, Burberry, Coach, etc. My current and up coming arguments with him entitled "Why I will look good with Bottega & Oyster Perpetual Lady." hahahahaha!
I'm studying Para-Legal now.. and my brain have kinda twig in another direction. Perhaps cos Law studies is just so tough!
So, recently I told my husband.. "I think I should study Psychology and major in Child Psychology! I should work as a counsellor in Primary Schools! I think our younger generation have been emotionally disturbed and tortured with the super-demanding education culture here. The rate of suicide among young children are on the rise! Over simple matter like grade & BGR!"
Husband responded with "Na, I think you should focus and start drawing up your plan for University. Have you search which Uni you wanna go and the cost and criteria and..". Aiyoo!! this husband sure good at throwing wet towel! Bingit siak!!
Anyway, I think I'll just stick to my Contracts job lah. Draft, response, counter, close file!
Btw, I been listening to Ziana Zain's songs over and over again in office. In my bid to avoid distraction from my neighbour. I think listening to Ziana Zain's song 1o times a day is way much better than listening to "wan tarn, pern tarn, Si ler, you wasting my time!, I donno what you are doing! you stupid dum dum!...".
I was singing Ziana's song just as I was trying hard to memorise that Without Prejudice closing para! And the outcome, I forgot the para!
Maybe I should be a singer?? huh??
Never Ending Aspiration! lol!
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